February 2011
Feeling stronger today.
I haven’t felt horribly down today, just kind of passive. I guess I could say I’m doing better. I still don’t know where things will take me but I’m trying not to get my hopes up too high or have zero expectations. I’ve had quite a lot of things to keep my mind away from destruction this weekend which is rather nice. It’s just when those things go away at the...
January 2011
when parents ask you ...
stephmiranda:
“hey , did you get home safely”
“no i died like four times”
Today went rather well considering..
My mental state was rather blank.. and spacey but…I tried my best to keep my composure today. I don’t know where I will be at by the end of this week. But I suppose it’s best to just take this day by day. My heart is very weak right now. The only real issue I can really complain about is my insomnia acting up horrrrribly.
I’m going to try and be optimistic and hope that...
my head is spinning.
I can’t stop crying. this is not okay. How can i go from the complete opposite last week to this? my heart is being torn up again.. well whatever is left of it. I don’t know how much more I can take.
Watched Skins (uk version) on netflix alll night...
now i understand why everyone’s so bitchy about the US version. :) I’m currently running on little to no sleep. Worked all day, got a birthday dinner to go to later tonight. ZOMBIE MODE. I think I’m feelin’ a nap though..soon. And hopefully I won’t be out at that dinner very late. I need my sleep right now.
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I always forget how much i looove That 70’s Show.
the sky is so pretty right now
Its a very faded baby blue… with blotchy clouds that are washed over in a hot pink color from the sun. ughh i wish i could see sunset from where I’m at right now.
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every time i see a post or something about Lost,
i get this incredible urge to watch every god damn episode in a row like i did the first time. UGH
i really need to buy those box sets. FUUUUCK.
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in such an incredible mood right now.
I don’t even know why.. maybe its the fact that I pulled out all my old art class stuff and showed it off and got positive comments on it.. or just me being in a random chipper mood all day today. I honestly do miss that class though. But I miss drawing and painting more. I feel like that’s part of what I’ve been missing these past two years.. my creative output. Okay so I can...
i seriously cant stand
loud people… it really annoys the fuck out of me most of the time.
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ugh
been having horrible insomnia. i hate this… i mean, i don’t understand how one week, i’ll be able to go to sleep at a normal time, say around 11, and wake up bright eyed at iono 7-8 am? and the next week i can’t get to sleep for shit, staying up till 3-4 am and sleepin’ till 12 in the afternoon. i really like waking up early and not wasting my day…SHIT i could...
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I haven't been this covered in blood in a long...
Work today was a bit horrendous. This dog came in after getting hit by a car and well.. it had a flap of skin missing and a huge hole in its side with a punctured lung. I have never heard the sound that it made ever in my entire life and i hope to NEVER hear it again. It made me want to vomit. I’ve seen a lot of gross things and been around a lot of blood and nastiness. but this… had...
: MTV IS RUINING MY LIFE….and the world. First... →
tinyviper:
MTV IS RUINING MY LIFE….and the world.
First they take Skins, and destroy it.
And I’m like…
but i’ll get over it.
BUT NOW. NOW THEY…..THEY ADVERTISE TUMBLR ON MTV….and I’m like
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME IS THIS REAL LIFE
They…
WUT.