I need a break.

I haven’t vented about my life in a while and I feel like the time is due. For the past 7 months, it’s been a crazy ride of ups and downs and I’m getting a little exhausted. My more personal matters I can’t really complain about but I still feel alone. I don’t have that best friend to talk to any more. I don’t have that one or couple of girls in my life where I can be totally at ease with and not be judged or left out by. I know I complain a lot about not liking the female species but some days I just wish there was someone there. For the most part I’ve been really happy with where I’m at and who I hang out with. I still just feel like there’s something missing. I’m not sure how to fix this either. I’ve been in a funk and I guess you could call it a bit of an identity crisis. Nothing new there, though. I just hate when I get this way cause I used to be like that all the time and I had to teach myself to think differently and change my whole attitude on life, which by the way took several years to do. I’m still not perfect at it and I want to be. I want to just be around the people that I know I’m most comfortable with and will never be worried about what they think of who I am. I just feel very left out of the loop and no one seems to care.

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